hello friends,
how are you all Hope you are well and busy trying to keep the times beautiful. Of course, it's normal to be busy because it looks like another year is standing at the very last border of leaving us. You can say it's over. Because there are two days remaining, it is absolutely impossible to match the remaining numbers due to non-achievement or calculation in this period. That's why I said that the year is over. Maybe many are preparing or planning to accept the new year under various pretenses and many are expressing apprehension about various things, to carry the imperfections into another year.
See one may be looking forward to the new year with various achievements and then expecting to add some more achievements in the new year. Similarly, one may be planning to revise the accounts of various non-achievements and keep the list of non-achievements short for next year. There is no end to the real needs or aspirations of people, no one stops trying to do everything from their position. Be it achievement or non-achievement, everyone is restless thinking how to match it in the new year or how to start again. Life is really like a complex number, it looks like it can be easily solved but once it starts, there is no limit to be found.
Of course, we mean that our mentality is not less complicated, we make simple things quite complicated in an instant, because simple solutions to simple things are never possible with a difficult mentality. See, if you look at something with a normal mindset, it will seem natural to you, but whenever you take it with a hard mindset, it will appear more complex and difficult to you, it is a very simple equation, though never in our understanding. Do not come and will not come. Because we don't want to come out from behind a hard mindset.
I know that sometimes my words seem too difficult for you, sometimes you have to be very fast to enter the depth of my feelings. But I don't really like to write about anything other than feeling the harsh realities of life. Yes, sometimes there is some other emotion of love in my poems but that too is not outside the reality of life. Emotions or love are a part of real life, though without them we would have no illusions about life and we would never try to maintain the momentum of our lives. It is because of this strange illusion that we try to hold on to the tough times and hope to return to the good times.
This is a year that is passing, may not fulfill all our expectations or needs, but that's why we enter the new year? Will our lives stop at that old year? Rather, we will enter the new year, try to bring the shortcomings of the past year back to the fore, and try to solve the last problems in the new year. That's life, constantly trying to start over, losing and dreaming of winning again. He tries hard to sustain himself in the competition even though he can't. Denied the reality and tried unsuccessfully to hide the sad smile on his face, it wouldn't work, but he tried again and again. Tell me why we do this?
I know very well what you will answer, so I will not go into that but try to prepare myself again. I am still lagging behind in several matters, the new year may start afresh but the question of how much I can keep myself connected with the lagging matters keeps turning in my mind. An unknown fear is stirring in the heart, I don't know if that stirring will stop in the next year or it will affect more in a new way. But life will not stop, no matter what pain or suffering comes, you have to move forward with it. The new year must be redecorated, smile or not, life must be carried forward even if it is a false act. Hope your new year will create opportunities to take it to new heights. Have a good end to the old year so that you can start the new year well.
In the last part of the year, I really talked about abol tabol, I presented some things differently without rhythm or rasa kash. I said at the beginning that the lack of achievement or the remaining problems will continue in life. I ended today's feeling with the hope that I may be able to present the words of this series anew in the new year.
220.732 SRY