My Thoughts Rust

Life with uncertainty 

Where do we go from here after all? 

After the war

After the loss 

After the gain

Is this a hopeless case?

Should we expect anything else?

What has happened to the whales who leads us? 

With our hopes so high we felt relax like a journey to the land of milk and honey, 

Is this the end of the road

Is this the love we preach and practice within ourselves?

Is this what we think and condemn Putin?

How different have we proved to others?

I refer to them my parents from a new family but the proved me wrong, I thought we are family but I think it's just a mirage. 

My thoughts of them has always been gentle and pure as that of a dove but it's seems otherwise, I can't imagine a place that was once full of life now in Cold war. We condemn the war in Ukraine yet we fight amongst ourselves with an unforgiven hearts.

Our lips are ever for peace 🕊️ yet our hearts preach war carrying sophisticated weapon of envy, hatred, jealous, ergo, pride, bully... 

Oh I miss my Big happy family! if wishes were horses

I wish I could turn back the hand of time. 

It seems a hope alive situation.