Changing routines in the midst of this corona virus pandemic is indeed not easy. Overcoming fear and being aware also makes us insecure. We all hope that the situation will improve soon.
But again there is a feeling of silence when the sun has set and night begins to fall. Loneliness began to come back to me, not to mention the longing for my partner who works outside Java. I try to hold back my longing and longing tears by trying to get closer to the Creator. There is a change of peace of mind that I feel, occasionally alternately asking companions to pray and pray every night.
Without feeling this pandemic brings wisdom to me, being able to get closer to the Creator, taking care of and serving my parents at home, familiarizing myself with relatives, and most importantly my partner and I are getting older with this whole process of life. I pray that soon our household will be reunited on the island of Java, and that this epidemic will soon disappear before the fasting month so that the big family can gather again for Eid. Always be enthusiastic and pray, God does not sleep, like the old movie title "The Storm Of Later", all these difficulties will soon end.

