
I was walking when I was thunderstruck. I was confused. My heart said something different and the mind also had what it also wanted. It left me unconscious that I couldn’t make a choice. Which option was the best? I kept wondering in the rain of my tears.
My choice
I made a choice that needs to be reviewed. A choice that was dear to my heart. Was it a crime to go in for her or did I make the wrong choice? It couldn’t be a wrong choice because the number of teeth that always shows when I see her proved otherwise. I can’t cling to this as they will say. But I don’t know my survival rate if I’m to rethink my life without this angel.
A journey that started long ago can be a waste. Should we use the time we spent on a journey to determine what should be ours or do we just have to make a stand anytime we get a call to ma a U-turn. Ou? choices mean a lot, now and I understand that.

The rain will carry me go. I thought I was okay. Until I started drowning in my tears. My tears couldn’t stop. I wondered what held it for quite a long time. My heart said to me, “This love journey might be the most difficult we have ever faced. Maybe more is yet to come. But this one will make us much stronger to withstand it. Be hopeful. Let the tears follow.” I then gave the tears the space to flow freely. Love that is something else.
Love is a universal feeling. The heart of everyone is at least connected to 2 people. Whether you show it or not, just know the glue of the world doesn’t care how manly or how feminist you are. When love visits you, you will sit on the floor and give it your only chair to sit on. Just to make it comfortable. When you have never fallen in love, just know there is a part of you that hasn’t started living yet. When it does, you will need strength to continue living until you find that special person to make you stable.
Let my tears follow. Don’t clean it. When the right person comes, she will turn those tears into a pool for us to swim in. I have hope. We will learn a lot as we move on this love journey. I will always be back on one no matter what. I know that’s where the hope of the world lies.
Until you fall in love, just know you are like a seed that is planted and yet to start germinating. You don’t know how your fellow crops feel with a little light. The day you get the sunlight, that’s when you will know you missed a lot staying for long in the ground.
Stay awake to fall in love.
This was initially posted on steemit by me.

