Defeated Lover

I walk in the dark,
Alone, losing a partner, far from reality.

No, the streetlights are on as usual,
But my life is now in a dark room.

Everything seems black to me now,
I'm alive, isn't that enough?

Although I had no intention of surviving,
I have tried many times to finish myself.

But luckily I survived again and again,
So I am still walking across this world.

I don't know when this journey will end for me,
It was nice to be with you before.

I'm tired now,
Every day I fight with myself on the dark path.

I break down every day little by little,
Why do you leave me alone?

I never thought it would hurt so much,
Was the relationship just precious to me?

Every night I hold on to the memories,
I can't walk anymore, I'm lost.

It is no longer possible for me to survive like this,
I remember your words and my eyes get wet.

Walking in the dark so people can't see,
I am a defeated lover in the eyes of this society.