I have believed in different things at different times and I have seen the consequence of each play out, real fast!
I have chosen to stick with the bigger map because I have also come to believe it can be organized in a way that gives everyone and every part the right space to coexist peacefully.
There is no perfect setting in this world, just imperfect people either ready to be reasonable or full of excuses and always pointing at problems they should be solving as permanent obstacles.
We must learn to truly live and not continue in the bequeathed battles of men whose ideas were formed in time no longer compatible with now.
The lessons we need to grow are all here but we seem to still be basking it its used energy, and history is now laughing at our folly, because most of us are still invested in the emotions of our fathers' stage and learning days.
The clean sheets are waiting for our own notes, why have we refused to write ours but writhing between the lines of old notes of men who have lived their lives and moved to where neither tribe nor ethnicity exists?
We forfeit living ours to create enemies in memories of those now oblivious of whatever it is we are facing, in real time.
This is life, and time cares not how we choose to waste it on old tapes in its archives.
The universe is evolving and I grow with it, unlike many self-disabled and living in the purgatory of hope for a utopia like time means nothing.

