I was Depressed for months due to some personal issues. I don't know what to do anymore, I was completely lost in thought and I barely even talk to people. My situation was worse cuz I am the only one around, everybody at home has travelled so nobody really know what's up with me. I stopped praying, I stopped going to church, I stopped doing things that makes me happy, I stopped a whole lots of things ....
As time goes on, in my Depression state there's is the one person that calls me everyday to check on me. Seriously if not for God using him, I wouldn't know where I would have been. Though I don't tell him about my situation but for the fact that he called me daily to check on me give me hope and also makes me feel special.
Why I was Depressed??
I was depressed cuz I was completely confused about my life. Everything seems to be moving in wrong direction for me. From my Trustwallet account being hacked, to me getting sick, to getting pressured at work... And a whole lots more. At some point I had to resign from my job when the pressure was too much on me. .. and thats where the depression begin to set in.
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Depression is something I don't even pray for anyone not even my enemy. Many people enter depression stage but don't come out alive, many commit suicide at the long run, many got mentally ill, while some are in a state of delema.
My Survival Grace
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To the Glory of God, am grateful to be a living testimony. Thank God for Motivation speaker with their word of encouragement. I actually stumbled upon a motivational post and I decided to read through.. reading this post gave me soo much relieve and I felt alive again. From that day, I decided not to allow my emotion get to me, I decided to take charge of my life.
Here I am today, ALIVE to the Glory of God.
My Advice
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My advice to everyone out there is to check up on your family and friends often. Yes, we are all choked up and occupied with many responsibility to take care of but please try to find out time to check on your loved ones.
To those in Depression state, kindly talk to one or two trusted person. Dont let your emotion control you.. you have the power to control it. The situation maybe difficult but please don't give up on yourself and don't let yourself down. Thousands of destiny are attached to yours which you don't know. Please Speak up.
Thanks.
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koDsY💕
THUMBNAIL

