Failed Plan

15 May 2014 Plan to see her on Skype today failed coz she started working from (7 PM or AM?)However, i believe she would be able to manage to meet me if she wished. I told her i found a 24 hour internet somewhere around Toultumpung and i can wait till mid night in order to see her, but she seeemed willingly avoid meeting me, i felt. And this is not the first time. What's exactly the reasons? What she told was " I worked 10 to 12 hours a day and i need time to eat, sleep rest and worked again. Anytime she is stressed with work, she went shopping, went on tour or tried chic restaurant (she has money now). I was happy that she know how to help herself, i was glad that she managed to get used to the working environment. At the same time, i was upset that she started ignore me coz it is the sigh which could possibly turned to the ending point among us. She was busy i know, she was working hard i do know, she gradually changed the way she loved me i noticed too. That is why this question i pondered to myself very often "Am i worried too much or is she turning her heart to other direction?" Being lovers, we expected to treat more special than others. Being lovers, we were supposed to call and talk more often at least. Being l lovers, we should have felt closer and deeper mutual understanding. And she did none of the above since she left yet she always said to me " i miss you so much darling". What a nonsense!